The Changes Through Childhood

     I have a problem talking about my childhood but I had a fairy tale childhood as an only child, but I wouldn't wish that on anybody.  When you grow up you wish you had somebody.  The changes through childhood I'm talking about is the changes of lifestyle, rules and discipline and things along that order.  I promised my sons they would always have a home to come back to no matter what or how old they are.  I also let them know that if there is anything ever so bad you can't talk about it, or something happens, to feel they can tell me.  I might get upset but the truth will always outweigh a lie.  I will not stand behind and protect a liar.  I have been very blessed with my boys, exspecially the younger one that chose me over what material things my parents could provide for him.  So I know that the many places we moved and the rough road we traveled, he is more prepared for life than my older son that has been sheltered, as I was as a child.  When I graduated from high school, the world hit me like a ton of bricks.  I don't want my boys to go through that.  I worked before I graduated but I didn't do the normal things other kids did, like proms, etc.  When I made up my name for this blog, it was meant for the name I wanted to give to a shop I haven't had the opportunity to organize yet, so I could have the deviation throughout the shop.  When I was making the blog, because I really didn't want to go through childhood stuff, my blog name turned out to be a good thing so I could deviate away from it just enough.

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